Brandon Toropov, Ex-Christian, USA (part 1 of 2)
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Description: A man’s personal quest to study the most authentic verses of the Bible, the Q verses, leads him to Islam. Part one: A problem with conventional Christianity.
By Brandon Toropov
Published on 08 Jan 2007 - Last modified on 02 May 2010
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A Wave of Conversions
If you are a Christian, the idea that Jesus, may the
mercy and blessings of God be upon him, practiced the same faith that today’s
news broadcasts hold responsible for so many of the world’s problems may seem
far-fetched to you. It seemed far-fetched to me when I first encountered it,
before I consulted the Gospels closely. Yet you should know that many, many
contemporary Christians have reached life-changing personal conclusions about
the Gospel message and its relation to Islam.
“There is compelling anecdotal evidence of a surge in
conversions to Islam since September 11, not just in Britain, but across Europe
and America. One Dutch Islamic centre claims a tenfold increase, while the New
Muslims Project, based in Leicester and run by a former Irish Roman Catholic
housewife, reports a steady stream of new converts.” (London Times, January 7,
2002.)
Mainstream Media Ignores Us
The Western news media only rarely shares the stories of
these individual converts to Islam with the world at large, but I strongly
suspect that most of these people -- if they are like me -- found themselves,
at the end of the day, concerned about the consequences of calling Jesus “Lord”
without obeying his instructions ... found themselves far more concerned about
that, in fact, than about any media coverage of geopolitical issues.
This kind of concern causes people to change their
lives.
The Challenge of Q
Speaking personally, I changed my own life because I
could not ignore the implications of the authentic, stand-alone Gospel passages
that today’s most accomplished (non-Muslim!) scholars believe to be of the
earliest date available.
These sayings, which form a reconstructed text known as
Q, can all be found in the New Testament. They are almost certainly the
closest we will ever be able to come to an authentic oral tradition reflecting
the actual sayings of Jesus, may the mercy and blessings of God be upon him.
Q Confirms Islam
If you are new to Q, you should know what the best New
Testament scholars now know, namely that today’s scholarship identifies certain
Gospel passages as not only instructive, but historically more relevant than
other passages. This scholarship has led to some fascinating discussions among
scholars (and a comparatively few lay readers).
I believe the Q verses tend to confirm Islam’s depiction
of Jesus as a human Prophet with a Divine mandate essentially indistinguishable
from that of Muhammad, may the mercy and blessings of God be upon him.
A Human Prophet
I did not develop the theory of Q. It has been around
for years. “Traditionalist” Christian clergy and theologians are generally
hostile to it. They claim that students of Q are somehow eager to diminish the
status of Jesus, peace be upon him. Actually, we are eager to learn what he
is most likely to have actually said.
Q represents a major challenge for contemporary
Christianity, not least because it strongly suggests that Islam’s picture of
Jesus is historically correct. The fact that Q essentially confirms Islam’s
image of Jesus as a distinctly human Prophet has not, I think, been widely
noticed by today’s Christians. And it must be. Because a careful review of
the scriptures demonstrates that Jesus is in fact calling his people to Islam.
Jesus Brought Me to Islam!
I came to Islam, Alhamdulillah [all praise be to God],
after three decades of restless dissatisfaction with conventional Christianity.
Although I’ve read a lot of conversion stories since I embraced Islam in March
of 2003, I haven’t found many that cited the Gospels as a point of entry to the
Holy Quran. This is how it was for me.
I was drawn to the Gospels at a young age -- eleven --
and I read them compulsively on my own, despite the fact that I did not live in
a Christian household. I soon learned to keep religious matters to myself.
Early Questions
For most of my adolescence I studied the Christian
scriptures on my own. I still have the red King James Bible I bought as a
child; my own handwritten note on the front page proclaims June 26, 1974, as
the date I accepted Jesus as my personal savior.
When I say I read the scriptures compulsively, I mean
that I was drawn to the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John like a magnet.
There are plenty of notes and highlightings in that old Bible of mine in
Psalms, in Ecclesiastes, in Proverbs -- but most of the notes and underlinings
are in the Gospels. But I sensed, even at an early age, that there were some
internal problems with the texts I loved so dearly.
Who Tampered with the Gospels?
I can clearly remember reading the account in the 22nd
chapter of Luke where Jesus withdrew from the disciples, prayed, and returned
to find them fast asleep. Who, I wondered, could have possibly observed him
praying ... and then related the incident so that it eventually could be
included in the Gospel of Luke? There’s another passage in the Gospels where
Jesus supposedly includes the words “let him who reads understand” in one of
his spoken discourses, which seemed odd to me. And there was yet another spot
where the New Testament author assured first-century Christians that their
generation would see the second coming of the Messiah -- a passage I found
difficult to square with modern Christian doctrine. These and other queries
about the New Testament arose while I was still quite young, certainly before I
was fifteen. Had someone manipulated the Gospels? If so, who? And why?
I “filed” my questions for later, and decided that the
real problem was that I was not part of a vigorous Christian faith community.
Catholic
At eighteen, I headed East for college and entered the
Roman Catholic Church. In college, I met a beautiful and compassionate
Catholic girl who was to become the great love and support of my life; she was
not particularly religious, but she appreciated how important these matters
were to me, and so she supported me in my beliefs. I do a great injustice to
her seemingly limitless resources of strength, support, and love by compressing
the beginning of our relationship into a few sentences here.
An Encounter with a Priest
I asked the campus priest -- a sweet and pious man --
about some of the Gospel material that had given me trouble, but he became
uncomfortable and changed the subject. On another occasion, I remember telling
him that I was focusing closely on the Gospel of John because that Gospel was
(as I thought then) a first-person account of the events in question.
Again, he stammered and changed the subject and did not
want to discuss the merits of one Gospel over another; he simply insisted that
all four were important and that I should study all of them. This was a
telling conversation, and a fateful one, as it turned out.
Christianity or Paulism?
Now, this is not my life story, but rather my reversion
account, so I’m going to fast-forward over a lot of important events. That
sweet campus priest eventually married my girlfriend and me, and we settled in
suburban Massachusetts. We each moved ahead professionally and became grownups.
We had three beautiful children. And I kept reading and rereading the Bible. I
was drawn, as ever, to the sayings about the lamp and the eye, the Prodigal
Son, the Beatitudes, the importance of prayer, and so many others -- but I had
steadily more serious intellectual problems with the surrounding “architecture”
of the New Testament, particularly with the Apostle Paul. The fact that Paul
never seemed to build a theological argument around anything that Jesus
actually said was a big, big problem for me.
In the mid-1990s, my wife and I both became deeply
disenchanted with the Catholic Church, in part because of a truly terrible
priest who gave very little attention to the spiritual needs of his community.
We later learned that he had been covering up for a child abuser!
Protestant
I found it necessary to immerse myself in a faith
community. I joined, and became active in, the local Protestant denomination,
a Congregational Church.
So I led Sunday School classes for children, and briefly
taught a Gospel class on the Parables for the adults. In the Sunday School
classes for the kids I stayed right with the curriculum I had been given; but
in the adult class, I tried to challenge the participants to confront certain
parables directly, without filtering everything through the Apostle Paul. We
had interesting discussions, but I sensed some resistance, and I didn’t try to
teach an adult class again. My wife eventually joined my church. (She is a
member there today.)
By this point, I had become deeply affected by the
apparent intersection of the Christian mystic tradition and that of the Sufis
and the Zen Buddhists. And I had even written on such matters. But there
seemed to be no one at my church who shared my zeal for these issues.
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