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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 6 of 7)
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Description: Islam evolving in the heart. Part 6.
By Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter
Published on 11 Oct 2010 - Last modified on 07 Nov 2010
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Ali Jamily
_001.jpg) Ali Jamily was the fourth ‘western’
Muslim colleague, just out from the United States. He had driven up from
Jeddah because his first action on arriving in Saudi Arabia was to pay a visit
to God’s house and walk around it (the lesser pilgrimage called ‘Umrah’). This was one of the characteristics of Ali that I would get to
know well: his obsession with visiting the House of God as often as he could. He
was wearing shades, and looked ‘cool’. A second thing I would learn for him
was his admiration of American social and legal norms, which he compared
favourably to his experience of these norms in Saudi Arabia. Yet under that
‘western’ exterior was the heart of one who loved God passionately. Soon after
he met me, he asked me if I knew about Islam, and I told him I had been reading
his Holy Book. Of course his next step was to ask me if I was going to embrace
Islam, and I told him about my three conditions.
“Are you mad?” he said. “You can’t
make conditions with God.” He used the name for God I had begun to become
familiar with in the Quran. “Prostrate right now and beg His forgiveness! If
you know this is the Truth, make your declaration of faith now.”
“Why shouldn’t I make conditions?” I
asked. “I want my family to be Muslim, too. Is that too much to ask?”
“Guidance is for whomsoever God wills.
Are you refusing his guidance because of family concerns? Even the Prophet, may
God praise him, could not guide all his family, and his uncle died a
disbeliever despite him being at his death-bead begging him to bear witness
that there is no God but Allah, and Muhammad was His messenger,” he informed
me.
“But I want to talk it over with my
family first!” I argued, knowing that they should know my frame of mind before
I took such a gigantic step as to formally embrace another religion seriously.
“What if you die before you get the
chance to submit?” he asked me. “If you die having known the religion and
refused it, your destination will definitely be the Fire! Have you any idea
how lucky you are? Not everyone is touched like you have been. You cannot
refuse the chance He is giving you,” he argued persuasively.
At the time, I was taken aback by his
attitude. On reflection, however, I knew he was right. I would be a fool if I
let the chance slip.
My Avowal of
Islam
My next step was to go back to the
Islamic Propagation Office and ask them how to formally embrace Islam. When I
stepped in the office for the second time, there was a look of surprised
bafflement. I don’t suppose they had many white Europeans invading their
office, so they were trying to make out why I had come.
An Indian man, Shaykh Farooq, spoke first.
“What do you want?”
His English was good, I could tell. However,
I was just as surprised they didn’t understand why I had come to their office
as they were that I had. When I told him the reason, he told me that I had to
receive full disclosure of what the religion of Islam was and the conditions of
avowal.
It sounded a bit ominous. I had
expected to be welcomed, and sworn in straight away, but they insisted I needed
some coaching.
There were two other people interested
in being Muslims in the office before me, both from the Philippines. David was
a born again Christian who had become convinced of Islam during his Arabic
language classes which the centre ran. Coincidentally, he was the electrician
who serviced the apartment/hotel that I was staying at. John, however, had
been persuaded to become a Muslim because his wife was Muslim. He had been
dragged to the office by David, who was his friend.
Arrangements were made for all three of
us to make the double declaration together in the presence of two Muslim
witnesses. After that, we would be officially Muslim. They arranged for a
religious propagator to explain that very weekend coming up, after the noon
prayer on Thursday.
Since David and I lived in the same
apartment/hotel, John came by us, and we went to the centre together. They
showed us into the main rest area, which now had low floor cushions set around
the walls with armrests to lean on for the occasion. Shaykh Ehab, or Abu
Abdurrahman, as I now knew him, a man who I had given me
the Quran in the first place, and Shaykh
Farooq, who I had met when I came to the office to ask how
to become a Muslim, were both there, waiting for us. Then Shaykh
Ibrahim, the manager of Ha’il Propagation Centre, brought
in two men I did not know. Apparently, they were volunteers. Shaykh
Sa’ud worked for the Saudi Electric Company, and Shaykh
AbdulAziz for the Saudi Telecom Company. It was Shaykh Sa’ud who
did the disclosure.
He explained carefully that Islam was a
monotheist religion, and taking the step of formally embracing Islam was a big
step. Once I had done so, there was no turning back, and if I did turn back, I
would be subject to the death penalty for apostasy.
I said I knew the seriousness of
the step.
Then he told me the six points
concerning the creed. “First, you must know and believe in your heart and in
your prayer that Allah is your God, and there is no God but Him.”
“This is the basic reason I am here,” I
thought.
He held up his hand. “This means that
you should not look to any object or image as a focus for your worship of God,
for they are idols. Also your worship should be direct to Him, not through any
human being or spirit: prophet, priest, angel or elemental. Do you understand
what I mean?”
We each agreed that we did.
Then he went on. “You must believe
also in His angels, who are the messengers and errand doers of God. They carry
His word to the Prophets and do whatever He commands them on the earth and in
the heaven.”
I nodded along with David and john. It
was the angels that destroyed Sodom and Gomorra on God’s command, and the
angels who communicated with Mary about Jesus.
“And you must believe in God’s message,
which you can find in the Quran, and in that which was sent to different
Prophets in the Torah, the Psalms and the Gospel, before it. We believe all of
these Books were revealed to the Prophets by God.”
‘Very fair,’ I thought.
“Do you believe that these are all
revealed by God through His angels to His Prophets?”
We affirmed it.
“Muslims have to believe in all the
Prophets, naturally, and they are the ones who have given us the Message of God
from the time of Adam. Muhammad is the last of the Prophets because the Quran
is the final message to mankind, and it tells us he is the end of the Prophets.
And you must believe that Jesus, Peace be upon him, is not God or the son of God.
He is a man, like us, created by the command of God in the womb of Mary, and a
Messenger of God, just like Muhammad, may the mercy and blessings of God be upon him. What do you say.”
“Jesus was a Prophet, like Muhammad,”
said David. I nodded. ‘Of course,’ I was thinking.
“You must also believe that we will be
resurrected and judged on the Final Day, and that in the Hereafter there is one
of two destinies awaiting us: the Garden or the Fire. This is the basis of our
free will. We choose where we go by our deeds in this mundane world.”
This is an integral part of Christian
belief, too, so there was no trouble to assimilate it. We agreed we
understood.
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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 1 of 7)
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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 2 of 7)
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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 3 of 7)
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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 4 of 7)
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Jeremy Ben Royston Boulter, Ex-Christian, UK (part 5 of 7)
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