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Kristin, Ex-Catholic, USA (part 2 of 2)
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Description: After being introduced to Islam in a chat room, Kristin finds herself crying while reading the Quran in a library while researching the religion.
By Kristin
Published on 16 Jan 2006 - Last modified on 02 Feb 2006
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At this point I was just as confused and
frustrated as when I began my search. I felt like throwing up my arms to God
and shouting, “What now?” I wasn’t a Jew, I wasn’t a Christian; I was just a
person who believed in one God. I thought of giving up organized religion all
together. All I wanted was the truth, I didn’t care what holy book it came
from; I just wanted it.
One day I was reading on the internet and
decided to take a break and find a chat room. I noticed a “religion chat”,
which of course I was interested in, so I clicked on it. I saw a room called “Muslim
chat”. Should I go in? I was hoping no terrorists would gain access to my
e-mail and send me computer viruses - or worse. Images of huge men dressed in
black with big beards coming to the door and kidnapping me flashed in my brain.
(You can tell how much I knew about Islam - zero!) But then I thought, C’mon,
this is just an innocent investigation. I decided to go in and noticed that
the people in this room weren’t as scary as I had imagined they would be. In
fact, most of them called each other “brother” or “sister” even if they had
just met! I said hi to everyone and told them to fill me in on the basics of
Islam - which I knew nothing about. What they had to say was interesting and
coincided with what I already believed. Some people offered to send me books
so I said okay. (By the way, I never did get any viruses and no men showed up
at my door to take me away, except my husband but I went willingly!)
When I logged off the chat, I went directly to
the library and checked out every book on Islam, just as I had done with
Judaism. Now I was interested to read and learn more. Before I could even get
the huge stack of books home, I wanted to look through a few. This was a
turning point for me.... The first few I looked through explained the basics
in more detail, some were scholarly and some had pictures of huge beautiful
mosques with women in scarves. Luckily I also checked out a Quran...I opened
it up at random and began to read. The language was what hit me first, I felt
an authority talking to me, not a man talking as I had with other “sacred”
texts. The passage I read (and unfortunately I don’t know what it was) talked
about what God expects you to do in this life and how to live it according to
His commandments. It stated that God is The Most Gracious and Merciful and The
Forgiver. Most importantly, unto Him is our return. Before I knew it, I could
hear each of my tear drops as they hit the pages that I was reading. I was
crying right in the middle of the library, because finally, after all my
searching and wondering I had found what I was looking for- Islam. I knew the
Quran was something unique because I had read a lot of religious literature,
and NONE of it was ever this clear or gave me such a feeling. Now I can see the
wisdom of God…for letting me explore Judaism and Christianity so thoroughly
before I found Islam, so I could compare them all and realize that NOTHING
compares to Islam.
From that point on I kept researching Islam. I
approached it by looking for inconsistencies as I had done with Judaism and
Christianity, but there wasn’t any to be found. I scoured the Quran, searching
for any discrepancy; even to this day I haven’t been able to find ONE
inconsistency in it! Another great thing I love about the Quran is it
challenges the reader to question it. It says about itself that if it wasn’t
from God surely you would find a lot of inconsistency in it! Not only was
Islam free of inconsistencies, it had an answer for any question I could think
of - an answer that made sense.
After three months, I decided that Islam was the
answer and made my conversion official by saying the Shahadah. However, I had
to say my Shahadah over the speaker phone with an imam from Pennsylvania
because there were no Muslims or mosques near me (the NEAREST was about 6 hours
away). I have never regretted my decision to convert. Since there were no
Muslims living near me, I had to take initiative and do much learning on my own,
but I never grew tired of it because I was learning the truth. Accepting Islam
was like an awakening of my spirit, my mind and even how I viewed the world.
I could compare it to someone who has bad
eyesight; they struggle to keep up on class, can’t concentrate and are
constantly challenged by their handicap. If you just give them a pair of
glasses everything becomes clear and in focus. This is how my experience of
Islam is: like receiving a pair of glasses, which have allowed me, for the
first time, to really see.
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